‘Blue Valentine’ actress Michelle Williams still lives in the New York home she once shared with ex-fiance Heath Ledger, but confesses she wouldn’t want to be there alone. The 30-year-old says she and daughter oatilda (5) have people living with them all the time since she split up with Heath, who subsequently died from an accidental overdose in early 2008. “This is a lived-in house,” explains Michelle. “There are seven people living here at the moment. I couldn’t live here alone. We have a very open-door policy.” Michelle admits Heath’s death did seriously affect her, and continues to impact on her life. “I experienced a lot of loss after his death. I lost my city because of all the paparazzi descending upon us. Things were just streaming away from me. I lost my sense of humour. I’m still sort of looking for that.”